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I remain truly ungrateful for the absolutely wonderful friends who have connected and stayed in my life thus far here at IUP. Throughout my life I will be in situations of faking smiles to make others feel as if the excitement is returned. It’s as if every hug is a mixture of feeling hurt, angry, depressed, thankful, excited, heartwarming, yet dead. I am dead inside. not literally you technical bastard. I carry a sorrowful heart wherever I go. It’s a damn shame. I need to be thankful and live up this fucking weekend. I will hate myself in retrospect, I know this. I don’t even want to come back again in the Spring. Damnit. Rather sleep and go home in the morning. Fuck this shit. I need to be there HAPPY AND FUCKING JOYFUL with friends….fjasdljf;askdjfl;aksdjf. fosdifj

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