last night feels so long ago and unreal

too good to be true

picture and a hug would’ve made all the difference in the world. well, my world.

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Writing out to no one, for once
No direction, No audience
No consciousness of who hears
Takes away the worry of what to include
Sometimes my mind is my own best friend
Other times it destroys as an enemy would
I have no enemies apart from my occasional self
This is a great achievement,
except for when thoughts linger for too long
The weight of  a thought is the weight on a heart
My mind sure is heavy tonight
Rarely do you find one lighter than the other
Last night I could not stop smiling
My heart was set free, the sky shined down on me
Here I am under a dark cloud I’ve drawn for myself
Looking for the brighter crayon
Last night was amazing, Tonight was rushed
I must keep in mind, I’m the one who left
Not knowing his thoughts at all, keeps me buried
For I jump to all these conclusions, which won’t save me
Lighten up you think too much
You are truly loved
There is nothing more to ask for, than hugs and everlasting love
Rest your soul, Fly into dreams
They await your next newfound journeys
So much life to explore
I feel done
Pretty done
Man I hate overthinking things
Hoping this changes soon

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Throw the past away, within a second of man-made time
His hug was more meaningful than yours
I thought we were closer than that
You’re gone, my time to leave too
You moved on so very long ago
I’ve been holding onto nothing so
My eyes have opened to my empty hands
Reality settles in,
I am far gone
Not a fan of the superficial and that is all I feel here
You mean well, this I know
My heart chooses to no longer linger
See you around,
Old friend

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