There are too many people to meet, things to experience, life to enjoy to get so caught up on a single instance. Things are not as big as I make them out to be. Yes, I’m overwhelmed, frustrated, and feel way too crowded by one person. I could rant about this person through here but I’m not here to talk negatively about someone else. Others would get the wrong impression because I’m in this state of mind right now. A different state of mind would go on about all the good qualities, times, and such. I am only one person. I have one heart. I have one mind. I can only take in so much but at the same time there’s nothing that will come my way that I can not handle or get through. Take a breather and do just that, breathe.

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I don’t like others depending on me for group work, this isn’t good.  Because then my actions directly affect them and I don’t want my whatever. Wow. Kay. Later.

I suck at this. I’d rather screw up and be the only one in trouble for it. Whatever. Never seeing these people again most likely. I don’t want to be awake. Well. I do. I’m not tired. Just. I’d rather go outside and take a walk. I feel less alone in a computer lab though, near other people even though I don’t know a single person. Where is my positive self when I need her? Goodness.

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